I was raised in a fundamentalist Christian home that taught homosexuality was a sin. People with same-sex interests were in need of salvation. Repenting and believing correctly would change their orientation. I thought it was just that simple.
Complexity gives the illusion of simplicity.
I don’t have anything profound to add to the debates about homosexuality in the church or country. I’ve heard the religious platitudes, “Love the sinner, hate the sin.” There’s just a problem with beliefs like this. You are still hating. And that hate is reflected in behavior and attitude.
Last week I sat watching Louis’ baseball game. Parents and friends scattered on blankets and stadium chairs as we watched our 8-year-old boys engaged in America’s pastime. From the parental chatter a father’s voice laughed above the rest, “Well they might as well let in little girls into the Boy Scouts now since they let in the faggots.”
My heart dropped fast and I wanted to vomit. Deep hate shared as a joke.
It is not a joke. People I love are called “faggots” and “dykes.” People I love are called “retards.” People I love are called many other demeaning labels. Name-calling does nothing but deride others, insinuating that they are less than we are. And “they” most certainly are not less than. “They” are not disgusting. “They” do not need to be feared. “They” are not broken in need of fixing.
The words of this father say more about him than they do about the people he chooses to minimize and his words aren’t harmless. Hate-filled speech explodes sending shrapnel into the hearts and minds of those listening. Some are wounded deeply. Some absorb the hate and let it fester and grow within themselves.
Yesterday I was still grappling with the comment from the little league game. I have a weakness for pop-radio and Macklemore’s newest song Same Love came on. I was expecting lyrics similar to Thrift Shop and Can’t Hold Us. This was so different.
When kids are walking ’round the hallway plagued by pain in their heart
A world so hateful some would rather die than be who they are
And a certificate on paper isn’t gonna solve it all
But it’s a damn good place to start
No law is gonna change us
We have to change us
Whatever God you believe in
We come from the same one
Strip away the fear
Underneath it’s all the same love
About time that we raised up
Words that heal, not harm. These are on the list of my 1000 Beautiful Things.